Dream Boy

I call this guy my dream boy, even though he acts as if I don't exist

He's the only one I fear rejection from, the words won't seem to come from my lips

He understands my story, my imperfections, my heart, my loyalty

Damn, he really got me sitting here writing poetry

He's really not ready for me, man I wish he was

I think he's just scared to open his heart, and give a chance on love

A chance on love, a chance on faith, a chance on us

I doubt the day will ever come, watch my dreams fade to dust

I want to say he's missing out, is he really?

A world full of beautiful women, single life, perfect situation ideally

He sits on my mind, no lie, but I don't make it obvious

But he roams the street, forgets about me, and I adjust

He really never had a girl to love, so he don't know what he's missing 

As I sit here and mesmerize, and only wonder, boy has me trippin'

I'd say one day, but one day is not guaranteed

I guess I just have to settle for the answer, and set my heart free

It's crazy I won't give up, there's never been an us

No more than goofy friends, even though I wish there was

But dreams are just dreams, and reality is life

So now it's time for me to tell that dream goodbye

My Baby Ethan Lee James Nova

         

                                

                   

It's been a while....

It's been a very long while. I mean it's not like anyone has noticed but that's actually sort of a good thing. I can create an online diary because I am no good with actually diaries. I love to write but I guess I've become lazy and like most of society, I gradually gravitated to technology. I mean, it makes life SO much easier. Yet, it has it's disadvantages as well. Anyways, before I get off topic, so much has happened. I plan to use this blog as my personal diary and document when special and important situations happen in my life. If I grow an audience, fantastic! If not, that's okay too. This is basically just for me to look back on. Writing, or in this case typing, is a great way for expressing emotions and letting things go free. I have always depended on it in the past to relieve stress so why not continue again? If you follow me along this journey, thank you. I plan to post everyday and stay true. No sugar coating and no holding back.

Hypocrites!

    What I can not stand the most is a hypocrite! Don't come at someone else for something you're guilty of doing yourself. Like what the heck?!?!? What is your life about? GET IT TOGETHER! You can't get mad at someone for doing the same activities you participate in. Want to get mad at other people? Get angry with yourself! Check yourself first before you try and check someone else. You obviously acknowledge the person's wrong doings so apparently what you do is just as wrong. Hypocrisy will always and will forever remain a mystery to me. Like do people not realize they're criticizing someone for the same crap they're involved in themselves? Jerks -____-

My newest video!

Definition of love:

    It feels like you're dreaming, as if you never seem to wake up. Except thing is, you're awake. You're awake and all your fairytale thoughts are finally true. Prince charming exists; he awaits his Princess so they can live happily ever after in this screwed up world. Now that leads to the definition of prince charming.

Definition of prince charming:

    Prince charming looks right past her flaws. No wait, he idolizes them. He views her inner beauty as more admirable than her outter appearance. She completes him as a whole and life without her corrupts his fairytale image. No matter what anyone says, it would never change the way he feels for her. He sees her as one of a kind; unique. Her presence catches her attention; making it so easy to love her.

Starting all over

I am really about to start my life all over again.

People who try to bring me down? Bye

People who serve no purpose in my life? Bye

People who cannot be depended on? Bye

People who makes excuses for every action they make? Bye

People who think they are above everyone else? Bye bye!