Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Dream Boy

I call this guy my dream boy, even though he acts as if I don't exist
He's the only one I fear rejection from, the words won't seem to come from my lips
He understands my story, my imperfections, my heart, my loyalty
Damn, he really got me sitting here writing poetry
He's really not ready for me, man I wish he was
I think he's just scared to open his heart, and give a chance on love
A chance on love, a chance on faith, a chance on us
I doubt the day will ever come, watch my dreams fade to dust
I want to say he's missing out, is he really?
A world full of beautiful women, single life, perfect situation ideally
He sits on my mind, no lie, but I don't make it obvious
But he roams the street, forgets about me, and I adjust
He really never had a girl to love, so he don't know what he's missing 
As I sit here and mesmerize, and only wonder, boy has me trippin'
I'd say one day, but one day is not guaranteed
I guess I just have to settle for the answer, and set my heart free
It's crazy I won't give up, there's never been an us
No more than goofy friends, even though I wish there was
But dreams are just dreams, and reality is life
So now it's time for me to tell that dream goodbye

Saturday, December 20, 2014

My Baby Ethan Lee James Nova




It's been a while....

It's been a very long while. I mean it's not like anyone has noticed but that's actually sort of a good thing. I can create an online diary because I am no good with actually diaries. I love to write but I guess I've become lazy and like most of society, I gradually gravitated to technology. I mean, it makes life SO much easier. Yet, it has it's disadvantages as well. Anyways, before I get off topic, so much has happened. I plan to use this blog as my personal diary and document when special and important situations happen in my life. If I grow an audience, fantastic! If not, that's okay too. This is basically just for me to look back on. Writing, or in this case typing, is a great way for expressing emotions and letting things go free. I have always depended on it in the past to relieve stress so why not continue again? If you follow me along this journey, thank you. I plan to post everyday and stay true. No sugar coating and no holding back.